Well, it's almost time to begin long term treatment for the ms. My doc feels that Avonex is the best treatment for me. I did some research and I agree that Avonex seems like the way to go. BUT..... the needle. I REALLY don't like needles. I know, I know. Who does like needles? No one. But I REALLY DON'T like needles! I can't even watch a nurse give me an immunization let alone give myself a shot.... in the leg.
My doctor agreed to let me come into the office and so the nurses could give me the shot and I thankfully agreed, but it's not sitting well with me for two reasons. First, I'm a strong girl. I always have been. Not 'being able' to do this makes me feel weak. Second, lack of control. Now, if you know me, you know that I LOVE my control! I would like to get the shot on Friday after work so I can get over the flu-like symptoms (if I get any) by Saturday. If I get the shot at the office it would have to me mid week and that makes me nervous that I won't feel well for work the next day.
Right now I'm waiting for insurance approval and a NY state script approval. After that delivery will be set up and once it's delivered, I notify the nurse and let her know I'm ready. I know I should just buck up and do it myself, but the thought if it totally stresses me out! I still have a week or two to decide so I'll continue to think (worry) about it and hopefully I'll make the best choice for me.
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